I have a beautiful friend Ms. Library. She is an absolute ray of sunshine. This was never more evident to me than a few months ago. In the cold, dreary, Pacific Northwest winter months that follow the ringing in of a New Year, the gray skies can elicit a gray mood and a chill in the soul.
I do not like being cold. It makes me grumpy and tired and downright unfit to be around. When I get chilled it is really hard for me to get warm again. I battle the gray days with garage gym workouts and chocolate. I yearn for the warmth of summer, outdoor rides and sunny days that last past my normal bedtime.
So when I walked to the mailbox that day, in the drizzle that had been falling for weeks, I bundled up, walked quickly. Expecting the typical junk mail, mail for past residents and a bill, I could only wish for the valpak coupons to break up the monotony. As I pulled open the rickety mailbox door, I noticed an envelope that warmed me and made me smile. The small envelope had a real stamp on it. My name and address were hand written. The local return address made my heart soar.
Quickly walking back to my house, mail in hand, I was anxious to open this mail anomaly. It was simple, but so incredibly meaningful. Ms. Library had taken a moment to write me a card, just to say she was thinking of me. It was a quick note with powerful words that climbed in my heart and made it feel as though it would burst. She expressed the joy of our friendship and then signed off. A simple card, but a powerful gesture.
Her intentionality was such an meaningful expression. She was thinking about me and our friendship. In the dark drizzly gray, that real stamp and hand written note meant the world to me. It is often that the small simple gestures hold great power for me. To be seen, to be thought of, to be remembered can be transformative.
What if we all reached out to someone with a simple handwritten note and real stamp just because we think of them? What if we each texted people that crossed our mind, just to say that…”I was thinking about you!”? What if you knew you were seen, thought of and on someone’s mind…. That you matter even just to one person? How would that change your day?
I have another friend whose daughter was struggling through social isolation, like so many of us have for the past many months. They found themselves seeking help and in the end it was decided she just needed to be connected. She needed her friends to reach out to her. Our lives have been disrupted and many are left wondering if life will ever feel normal or if anyone even remembers or cares about them. The darkness of loneliness and being unseen can have such a simple remedy, yet how often do words go unsaid, cards not written, texts not sent, people not noticed. We often do not know the battles in one another’s hearts. We all battle, so we all need to be seen and thought of. I often lack follow through of even the best intentions to reach out by allowing myself to be busied by the mundane of each day. I know it does not take but a couple minutes to reach out, but I often still don’t do it. The practice of seeing people and reaching out, I want to cultivate more.
Ms. Library has inspired me and I hope you too! Send a text today to someone you are thinking of. Or better yet, make your grandma proud, buy some real stamps, hand write a note and send it in the actual mail. You could be just the medicine a lonely, unseen soul needs right now.
When have you felt seen lately? Who has been on your mind most recently?